i have had an exceptionally great care manager for the past three or four years, she really understands me and is the only person who allows me to feel ok about how i feel even when that is me screaming at her in frustration, she understands that it is the siutation i am in that is making me feel that way, that i am a nice person underneath it all. I really look forward to seing her each month and I know she enjoys seing me too (usually) only today she told me that she is being moved on to a different building with a new job (bit better). We have arranged for me to meet her next week to introduce the person replacing her, and she has told me she looked for the nicest person to allocate me to, and i truly believe she will have because she goes over and above her job to ensure her clients are ok. only problem is i do not cope well with change, Trust is something i rarely have in people, in fact there are only a hand full of people i really trust and me care manager is one of them.
All the vulnarability i felt in the past before i met with my present one has come flooding back