Hey, just thought I'd give an update. He is really great. I told him I wanted to take it slow again, and he seems to respect that. He checked whether I was okay, and he wouldn't let me take it any further than last time, even though I'm sure he wanted to. The only problem is I get caught up in the present moment, and can't objectively think whether I want to do something or not, so I tell him everything is good, whereas looking back on it, it makes me feel uncomfortable. So thank the lord he makes me stop before it really would've gone too far!

Ha, beforehand I tried explaining things in terms of present-self and future-self. Only problem is that future-self was then far too convincing and persuasive, and overran past-self's boundaries! I'm my own worst enemy!

Sorry for going on. It just helps to put this stuff out there.