I did find out the hospital where they do the ECTs is covered 100%. The doctor does not. I am trying to find out his fees to calculate the out of pocket cost, to see if I can afford it.

Also, my current PDOC must call him to discuss my case. Well, unless a miracle occurs my PDOC will take his time to call if he does at all. It will probably require me to remind him at least 5 times.

Meanwhile, my husband hid the Ativan so I am looking up Seroquel overdose and amounts. What I am saying is I don't have the time for these Docs to fittle f...ck around.

My Husband is out playing golf having fun and I am having flashbacks and considering taking my life. I talked to my PDOC today and told him I was suicidal. I must life on another planet!