Dear T,

I had a horrible day today. I kind of feel like Im starting to cut you off, emotionally anyway...but I don't want to so Im struggling internally with it. Needing therapy sucks. I just want to feel better and move on with things. Sometimes I feel like such a loser and wonder how in the hell I will ever be able to change. Because honestly, T, what can you do about my problems? Nothing. I have to handle it myself and thats that. But only I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm so depressed I don't know what to do. I wish someone paid attention to me. I wish somebody cared...