Hi confused, sorry it's taken me so long to post a reply, had T last night.

But yeah I've experienced some of this. I'm the host, not the main person. I'm kind of seen as the mother of my pieces. Take care of things that the main person isn't able to cope with. Think it's just a way of protecting the main person until it's safe enough for them to know things and they are able to understand. It's really confusing. I know for myself it was a shock. But I understand my role now and why I'm here.

This is a very hard time of year for those of us who have experienced cults. Is hard for me to say cults because it was my family. So I get very confused and torn with dealing with it all. Especially when some of my pieces are drawn back towards it all. Is hard to keep safe this time of year.

When I found out about being DID I was in the middle of college. I ended up failing a few classes that first semester I found out. Was very hard to function in college when I felt like my world I knew was falling apart all at once. What helped me some was writing down everything that was due and trying to shedule everything out even down to the time I would eat and sleep. Might try to have your T help you ask everyone inside to help you out with getting things done. Functioning is the hard part somedays. I hope things start to work themselves out for you.

Take Care,
Monty