Hi,
I totally understand where your coming from.
I don't know if you have insurance.
But I would keep trying to find a real good therapist
that deals with BPD.
Try to see if there are any therapy groups so you can
share what your going through.
You could start by doing an internet search
Type in the search engine your question and don't forget
to add your city.
Or try calling your local Crisis line and ask for help.
I myself don't place much stock in DBT.
I don't know how old your are but if your a teen
try looking up some local or national hotlines for help.
That's another option.
Some therapist will allow you to pay a sliding scale.
You may be eligible to get Medicaid to help with mental health
treatment.
Don't give up please.
If I can keep trying then so can you.
Your Mom hit the nail on the head with your BPD.
Give her a big hug ok?
Lets see........(thinking here)
If I can be any help let me know.
I search the internet for help all the time.
That's it for now.
Your recovery is important.
Just keep finding that help.