T and I were once again talking about things that I would have sworn I would NEVER tell anyone. THIS thing was bigger even than the last thing I thought I would never tell. Sigh. I feel disgusting -- all exposed and bloated and contaminated and like I got him all yucky as well. yuck. yuuck. yuuuuuuckk. I would love to replace that y with an F, but that would just get me censored. He hugged me at the end and it turned into kind of a cuddle while he told me again that I was not ... something. He didn't use the word gross. ****. cannot remember what he said. I then thought of you, hankster and your T, so I think it's kind of humorous that you two also had an extra long hug today, even if it was for different reasons.

Still say that backwards hug thing would be totally bad for me. LOL.