When I was prescribed medicine my mom filled my prescription and I just put the bottle in the back of the medicine cabinet for 4 months before I was willing to take it (after being nagged by mom about how I have to at least try before I shut down the idea of medicine). I know my life is better with it but I could survive without it. Ritalin won't fix you, especially if you're not really ADD. It will only hurt you. I'm not saying you don't have ADD, I'm just saying please be careful.