Quite simply? Nothing.
Its as if I'm just rebelling for no reason. Very confusing. I did it in the past too before Jordan was school-going age... Just decided "no", or that my job was BS, or that I had enough. And just left.

For the last 5 yrs, I've been good about staying at work, until now that is.

Its like some switch flipped and I'm just refusing, even though I KNOW its a bad irresponsible idea... I'm not fighting it. Not hard anyway.

Maybe I just need a swift kick in the butt?