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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
I'm not hypo-manic, and yes I've read my signature over and over.
I seriously want to flush all my *** **** meds, cancel all appointments and say F' it. If need be just walk away from everything! I know it's not fair to others but I don't care. I really don't care about anything. I want to **** up, I want to crash, I want to destroy everything!!! Everyone can ****ing take care of themselves. What cause this?? Absolutely nothing. I just want to be done with everything.
If I stop meds my pdoc wont let me go back to lamictal, If get sick of un-medicated me.
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Oh God! Your post is scary. You're expressing just what and how I feel. I've said your words time and time again and I continue to say them. I just get to the end of my wick and I think I'm going to go crazy. Are you familiar with DBT or any other support group or program? You are definitely not alone in your thinking. I wish you peace.
