Hi MM,
I am so sorry that you feel so awful right now. Try to focus on the right now and just get through minute by minute. Keep with the meds and visit your pdoc and t to see what can be done so you don't continue to have such extreme feelings. Did something trigger your feelings? Are your husband and son okay right now? If your husband is able to support you, please let him.
I'm pulling for you, MM!
Bluemountains