I just want to put that out their first; just in general to the world and those I've hurt and those I had the potential to seriously hurt. I'm not sure if sorry is enough but I'm going to now take responsibility and go to my first AA meeting tonight.

I don't drink everyday but when I start, I don't stop. Over the past few weeks, I've begun to blackout again and make extremely stupid choices with severe consequences.

This is just step one and somehow, I feel a little better sharing here first.