Hello I am sorry that you are feeling anxious and mistrustful at this time. You amy be having been triggered into an episode, you need to talk to your therapist and tell them what is happening at this time. You may be suffering with PTSD episode, and sometimes a medication change is necessary during this time of stress and confusion to help you feel better and more like yourself, and help you to calm down. I hope things get better for you soon. I am leaving a hotline number in case you need to call someone to talk about how you are feeling 1-800-273-TALK. I am going to leave you my email address if you would like to email anytime. take care Soidhonia