Hi Leed- Thank you very much for responding.
Ummm... we actually are already in marriage counseling But thank you I know its one of the best ideas to get help when we are lost but the road continues to get longer and longer for me...I understand what you mean by if these issues dont get addressed and fixed then there isnt going to be a marriage to try to fix. I have told him many of times that I just want to leave and get it over with. I am working really hard on my marriage, going to marriage counseling, seeing my own therapist, reading self help books etc.
The sad thing is is that I live 13 hours away from ANY family or friends. We moved to where we are living almost 7 years ago and Ive had yet to make any friends because I truly dont like forming friendships because I swear it seems like every time I do they find some way to screw me over emotionally. Lost & Lonely....