OH my! You sure are making me think..Your story and mine are so close to the same! Except about your son (sorry about that loss), and that I've been married for only almost 13 years and want out of this marriage sooooo baaad! but I just don't have the guts..my 8 year old wants out too, Should I say or should I go?
I don't want to find myself 20 years from now hating that I didn't leave while I could. I don't want to find myself thinking of all the things I could had done but didn't because of my husband.
Why is it that I just cannot do it?
I used to think that when my younger kid left home I would to, but he is only 4 years old!!! I have a long way to go!!!

gab