so im new here and wanted to check this place out ..my name is stephanie im 31...i recently had a bad episode feb. 7th and ended doing 60 days in jail i just got out march 28th. i lost my whole life because of what i did... my girl ..my kids...my place..and my mind...now i am trying to figure out what i need to do .. i know what i should do and what i need to do but at the same time do i really want that ..i have 3 options right now go back to jail..disapear and be numb or straiten up and try to get myself back together...im torn between not wanting to feel anymore and accepting life and just moving foward. i hurt alot of people badly and i feel so lost because of that it kills me everyday.