I don't know if I have anorexia. I know I have really bad dysmorphic issues, my doctor told me that. I haven't seen in almost four months now though. I hate my body, and I haven't eaten in almost two months now. I eat about two Ritz crackers a day and drink a lot of tea. I also make myself throw up if I do eat an actual meal, and my family doesn't know any of this because I just tell them I've eaten while they're at work and stuff.
I haven't been diagnosed but I think that I might have a really bad problem. I don't want to go to a support group and have them telling me that I'm just being pathetic and nothing is wrong with me, but I don't want to go to my doctor and tell him what I've been doing.