I was just wondering how people feel about their scars. I've cut during one week of the past 14 months. The scars are beginning to fade and I find myself rubbing them and wishing for more. I hate that I am thinking this way again.
In the past I've had a lot of feelings about my scars. Sometimes I've been ashamed and hid them. I've felt weak and useless because of them. Other times I've felt like I'm a survivor. Kind of like "Look at my battle wounds. I'm still here." Sometimes I've felt proud that there were no new ones. Sometimes I've just been very accepting that cutting is a part of my past and the scars are a part of me.
I'm just curious how other's feel. Please share.