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Old Apr 17, 2013, 05:52 PM
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
I'm not hypo-manic, and yes I've read my signature over and over.

I seriously want to flush all my *** **** meds, cancel all appointments and say F' it. If need be just walk away from everything! I know it's not fair to others but I don't care. I really don't care about anything. I want to **** up, I want to crash, I want to destroy everything!!! Everyone can ****ing take care of themselves. What cause this?? Absolutely nothing. I just want to be done with everything.

If I stop meds my pdoc wont let me go back to lamictal, If get sick of un-medicated me.
Do you know why you're feeling this way? Obviously there's some reason for it, maybe if you get to the bottom of it you can work it out (I know of course, this is easier said than done). Have you talked to your therapist about it?