Bare with me hear people,I should have vented all these things before I left therapy today but here goes....I just got out of therapy and a part of me wishes that I never went to begin with if I knew it would be this hard or difficult to deal with. This session was especially hard,I didn't talk much and T was a bit frustrated with me at the end and even a bit mad. T said feels like she's not doing much. Basically she says I'm too dependent now I guess,something I've been trying to avoid from the beginning. T told me didn't read my entire email or responded because I need to be a little more independent,that I really don't need her.I really don't but why do I feel like I do now when I didn't? I guess T feels a bit overwhelmed by me and my life. I told T that she sounds just like everyone else in my life right now. Totally feel abandoned,but at the same time I knew I shouldn't have gotten as close as I did. Kept telling myself that she's my T and not my friend and my heart is trying to make something else of it but my head knows better than that. Now I don't even know how to go back to any more session. Now I just feel like a constant nag and too much for T to deal with, I hate being clingy and then getting pushed away or pushed back. Why I stay in my own little bubble and just stay to myself. I'm a little mad at her because from the get go I told her I'm a bit of a clingy friend and now I'm trying to eliminate myself from her outside of therapy. T would tell me it was okay to text and email but now,I just won't ever do any of that. I'm trying not to over think it,but I'm sure that's what I'm doing. I don't know what else to say,to think. I think I'm going to take a break from T or something,I'm too attached and its scares me.

Some body give me some advice please?
Should I tell her more of what I'm feeling?
How do I deal with these feelings?
I'm about to quit and just not go back!!!!!!