I was glad when I was dx, and when I starting finding out I wasnt alone and all these wierd things I do other people did them to. It was a relief because I really thought I was crazy. I guess the hard part is when people judge me as that biploar chic, my ex always said when we have disputes over the children he uses it as an excuse. I have to becareful when I go to court because the referee is critical and judgemental of mental problems. Its also hard to explain it to my children or try to keep my moods away from them.