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Originally Posted by greentires4me
why don't you let your dark side shine on thru...whats so bad about it...
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Well that is somewhat of a long story I suppose of how I got to where I am today and how my thoughts are the way they are.
Short answer because I would have no friends and no loved ones left caring about me as they would not be able to. That part of me would not let them get near me and I would not get near them because I would take them all down with me.
it is the darkest side of a person you could get to and still be considered sane i suppose. Or at least that is how it feels to me. I do things that are not accepted by anyone's standards, even those here on this forum.
They feel good, oh so very good at the time, but later on they eat away at me until I am compelled to give in yet again to them.
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