I am finally feeling like I can trust you.
My drinking is out of control. I'm mixing a benzo with it in hopes I don't wake up the next day.
I want to cry but I don't know how or why.
I feel guilty and like I've betrayed my abuser.
I need to be inpatient but it isn't an option at this point.
I struggle daily with whether or not to take my meds.
I started hurting myself again

I see T tomorrow so I will be telling her a couple of these....