Your dad is abusing you. My dad would tickle me when I became a teenager and would end up with him tickling me to the floor and his body straddling mine. I didn't know what to do but I didn't like it.

Can you talk to a counselor or teacher? There are a lot more problems going on in your dysfunctional family that cannot be fixed.

How long has your dad been collecting guns? Is this new? Has he made threats against anyone?

If you are not safe you made need to leave the house.

Please keep posting. PM me anytime