Syra:yess that's it!its like she told me I could do something that intially I didn't want to and now she's just ripping it away from me. And wow,I never thought of it like that. I felt so bad when she said she felt like she was only doing and ounce of help for me and felt so small. I really should talk to her about what I want.I have talked to her about my past projection/transference issues but they went away and I'm so angry and hurt by everything right now,I need to disappear for awhile. She is CBT.