I just want to use the word No, as no i'm not going to do it, no i'm not going to have feelings, no why should i, no no no no no. Lot's of No.

Why should i have to, why can't i have the right to say No. No to everything, no to to those hateful feelings, no to those horrible emotions, no to thinking about things, no to having to plan things, no to having to please other people and then getting no thanks for it, no to having to go places that aren't dark and empty. No to places that have people in them, no to having to pretend to like stuff that you don't like. No to it all. No, no, no, just no, and i think my final word on the subject is no.

Thanks very much for listening to this utter rubbish.

No. no, no.