Ok so to be honest I use to be a regular weed smoker. I started when I was 14. The only reason I stoped is because I had a real bad experience with it 2 years ago.. I think I got a real bad batch or had an panic attack-or both. Or just super strong batch at a bad time, I don't know. But ever since then ive been scared to smoke weed. (I have had anxiety attacks since then too-non drug related just normal ones) Lately I feel it would be good for me again, and want to give it a try. I have OCD, im pretty sure I have ADHD, and I have chronic back pain. It hurts to even just sit down. I get very irritable. and I have insomnia too. Lately all have been bothering me very much lately, and having a bit of an impact on my life. And that's no help for my recovery from this eating disorder.

The doctor did prescribe me Xanax , which I have yet to try still...

Its been so long since ive smoked I actually forget, does it really help with pain? Restlessness? etc..?