Hi,I wasn't sure if I should write this or not but I really need to try and make sense of it or something if that makes sense :/ ....I am feeling too many emotions sometimes I am okay then I will go to being really down and depressed and suicidal ,I've tried to talk to my patents about it and they didn't want to know they just said it is a fase I am going through and that I'm attention seeking ,they don't seem bothered by the fact that I am suicidal and that I feel like I want to die all they can say about it is that I'm attention seeking an that I won't get attention from them

I'm not attention seeking with all the different emotions I have it feels like I'm dying inside I feel really unhappy an dont have anyone to talk to

I don't know how I am supposed to cope I am feeling really low right now and suicidal and I askedy mum if we could go talk to the doctors an she said that she isn't going to let me waiste there time when there is nothing wrong with me

what do I do ? X