Donā€™t Ask Me What I Do, Instead Ask Me Who I Am | World of Psychology
www.psychologytoday.com/blog/test-case/201107/the-danger-letting-others-define-you
hugs to you.
At least you have a plan, at least one- you know what your passion is.
The two links I posted may or may not be helpful if you read them.
You really seem as if whatever you do for a living-- will define you.
I am sorry to say but I know a few people that work at a job, and they do their interest or passion on the side of the main job. some time reality is a little harsh but hey- Do Stick with your dreams
Just because you may not be a musician right off the bat fresh out of college does not mean you never will be.
I remember my middle school band teacher- He taught during the day, then played at a club at night.
Sure it may not had been his "True Dream" of Making It Big!
But he enjoyed what he did... sure some kids in band class he would send out if they were there just to mess around, because it was to them a "free credit" class- He still graded us and he did not take it as a "free credit class". Some kids he would talk with about switching to another elective-- I had that with an art teacher as well in High school did that with kids.-- She Painted at home and AT school in some of our classes where it was we worked on own art-- Some of her art she did sell.
My Main point here is that these two teachers I speak of had a passion, I bet their Dream was not to be teaching kids-- BUT yet they still had enjoyment with that and Still did their passion by teaching it to others, as well as their own side projects.
A Job is job it is not who you are.
Some times people have dreams, and on their way to their dream, they find another path that fits them better too... Some stick with plan A, just they have make some modifications as well along the way.
Many well thoughts to you