Stephanie ~ I can tell you what you SHOULD do --- straighten up and FACE what happened and get your life back on track. Believe me, you will feel SO much better by having this behind you and by doing the RIGHT thing instead of "disappearing" and never facing up to it. That will torment you.

If you want to get better mentally, then doing the 'right' thing is the only way to go. Otherwise, this "thing" (whatever it is) will follow you the rest of your life. You will always be looking over your shoulder for a cop. You don't want to live like that honey.

So face up to it and get it OVER with. Get it taken care of. It's NOT the end of the world. Yes, you lost your kids but you CAN get them back my friend!!! If you do the right thing and stay out of trouble, you CAN get them back! They don't like to take kids away from their parents. That's not their favorite thing to do.

I'm going to keep you in my prayers, for SURE. Would you do me a favor though? Would you PLEASE let me know how things turn out? I sure would like to know what happens when you face up to it, etc. Please? God bless you Punksi, and please take good care of yourself! Hugs, Lee