I had a friend in high school who had bipolar I, but I had my own issues and lost contact with her when she got ill. I felt and still feel bad about this. I think I want to contact her again, and today this seems like a really really great idea but I'm a bit up so I was wondering, if you were this friend of mine, would you want me to contact you again? I kind of neglected her and I know I can't and shouldn't blame this on my illness, it was my choice and my fault, but I think I'd really love to see her again and talk with her about the past and the present, ups and downs, friends and life, etc. What do you think? Should I do it?