Boncha ~ If you're in therapy, and you STILL just want to leave and get it over with -- than I say LEAVE and get it over with. LOL Therapy won't work if you're just plain "done."

Why on earth did you move 13 hours away from family & friends? That should have been a clue right there that this was going to happen. That's too far to take someone away from their family -- especially a woman. At least that's the way *I* feel.

Get yourself a plane ticket, and move back home. Do it soon before you get any older -- you've wasted enough time sweetie. And you know what? I've lived in this village for 16 years, and have YET to make any friends. This bunch of yahoos don't accept people from the "outside." My late husband wanted to move here, and we didn't know they were like that when we got here. What a bunch of red-neck snobs. And yes they ARE red-necks. Hugs, Lee