Hi Secretum, you're in a similar situation to the one I was in. I quit my programme because I couldn't get myself to study anymore. What I did wrong (and I sort of knew it at the time, just couldn't fix it) was that I stressed. A LOT. Lots and lots of stress and worry. It made it impossible to study in my depression, even though I have been able to study previously while even more depressed. So try to avoid stress, think productively and constructively. It is not the end of the world, and there will be other chances, but studying and passing is definitely you best option if you want to think about the future. I hope you find a way to do this Secretum! Sending you my thoughts and a hug!