The expectation thing she's been telling me for a long time about everyone in my life,with others she said remember that people have their own issues and that i should be more mindful/thoughtful of them. I didn't ever have this issue with her but I guess now I've worn out my welcome.

Very true,idk why I'm trying to justify it all when I'm still pretty angry about it.

She did say from the get go that she'd put me in my place if needed and was sure I'd do the same. She said she cares about me and even though sometimes I might not like it,she's never going to lie to me. She has never really hurt my feelings maybe 2 other times. I do like the fact that she'll give it to me straight. I honestly wouldn't be able to deal with her if she sugarcoated everything in T.

I let her read one of my writings and basically yes she didn't like what I wrote,it was probably the most in depth thing I've written in that journal. I feel judged now and I feel like she thought she knew me but there's still parts of me that she doesn't know.

Its like I'm mad at her because now I feel like she looks at me differently and judges me now.