It's not a "condition" per se, it's just how my skin has turned out after years of self-harm, mixed with acne, and very pale complexion (I swear it's so pale it's almost transparent and you can see a few too many details—like veins—that I don't think should be quite as apparent yet. So it probably just scares the doctor/nurse/whatever her position was because of how my skin got in that condition. But I've been terrified for anyone to look at me since (especially my legs as they probably are the worse). So theoretically, it could get better, but as long as there is even a hint of a scar, there's still the shame. And I'd also have too permanently quit, and I'm in too deep to quit completely.