It all feels like way too much, can't shake the feeling....not even sure I have the cognative abilities to call the SSI place to get some claim number thing that was supposed to be on the letter that isn't, try and contact any social services or even figure out how to find information on the internet without getting confused with social security, don't know where a phone book is.....then I have to somehow find a representative for the appeal. Then I have a neuropsych appointment which hopefully my mom scheduled.

I am pretty stressed about general family drama and just don't know how to keep up with all this. Maybe I just shouldn't bother, though I realize at this point that wouln't be a smart choice since I've gotten so far and only need to appeal.......but what if they deny the appeal anyways.