I don't get how you do without thinking. You must have thought it somehow, even if you're not aware of it.

I think maybe that is one way my mind is different from others, I don't think "more", I'm just more aware of what I'm thinking about.

Right now I'm writing this and also listening in to the TV when something interesting is said, also waiting for a friend to say something on messenger, a little annoyed he didn't want to hear about my recent adventure (wondering how to get through to him or if it cannot be done ever again...), also I notice the cat is sound asleep and it looks really comfortable. And I have some vague thoughts about what to do tomorrow.

So no immediate daydreams but a lot of other stuff, my mind is like a train station with a bunch of tracks and I wonder why I should just use one when I can use several?

If I just have one thing to focus on I get this odd bored dreamy feeling and I lose focus. I think I have to be distracted to be able to focus at the same time. Or my brain will be inactive and bored.