In my head he's screaming f--- you! I don't understand .
What I do understand is that the pdoc says it comes from stress. And my heart tells me I've hurt someone. So, I'm sorry.

Weirdest thing though, been asking to remember dreams and had the worst last night. You see my son was being french kissed by his dad, right in front of me, and my son said stop it. His dad stepped back out of my sight and pulled out his d---, but was standing against the door and this mobster type hero, broke through the glass on the window of the door and choked him than sliced his throat.

Boy if that ain't a terrible reality creeping back in my memory again I don't want to ever do dream interruptation again.