Hi Muser ~

Perhaps this class reunion is a negative reminder (bad memories) of a time where you felt in less control of your life. Even though you've step away from that now I guess subconsciously it feels like you're going back in time to that place and perhaps you haven't received a sense of closure from all the 'unfinished business'.

I'm not really sure how I can advise/help you... but I get the feeling that a lot has changed for you over the years and you're no longer in the same place as you were back then. I'm sure their lives have changed a lot as well. Try not to think of this event as bottle of negative high school/college memories but rather a social gathering where you can share laughs about your life (- including all the things that you have done since you've left there).

I hope everything goes well. Take care ~