I am feeling quite emotionally blunted. My brain seems to be obsessively rehashing the details of a recently resolved conflict in order to get me to feel something. And when that doesn't work, it cycles through the regular depressive thoughts. Now it's starting to shift focus to conspiracies. I feel physically exhausted behind all of this. I'm hoping to distract my thoughts and have it obsess over games instead. Not exactly positive, but surely not as destructive.

Also, there's a certain fullness in my head that causes me to stare at things blankly. And I do feel better after looking at that link! ^