Thank you Daylight

You are absolutely right!! It wasn't the best of times for me. I feel like I missed out on a lot and made some very poor choices. Maybe having gone through some of what I did gave me a little more understanding when my kids were at that stage.
It's funny how childhood memories...good or bad...can take you right back to that place again.
I did one positive thing...I shut of the notifications to the Reunion Page. I still don't know if I'm going or not but at least I don't have to deal with the daily reminders. Hopefully in the meantime I can develop a more positive/confident attitude about the whole thing.
Many thanks for your input.