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At the end of Chapter 14 of my book there are some ideas about how to stop bad memories or thoughts. See if there is something helpful there. You didn't say anything about your own sexual adjustment but maybe some information near the end of Chapter 10 would be of interest.

I imagine your post here might have been hard to write. I want you to know that I respect the courage it took to share it.

drclay

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Dr Clay........... I have read your reply to me and I will respond back with some more thoughts after I have had a chance to read the chapters that you recommended.

I really do want to HEAL from the hell that I have lived in for the last 10 years of my withering life - a dark prison I almost died from, not once but twice and at my own hands.
.................... I do NOT wish to go back there.



LoVe,
Rhapsody -