Hey Ultra, I'm really sorry that you are feeling ignored and hurting. You are doing the
right thing by posting your feelings about your situation: you are expressing your feelings in a healthy way and asking for what you need. That takes courage and I applaud you for doing this. Keep trying and you will connect with more people.

Sometimes, because I have depression, I get caught up in thinking about how I am feeling and have extreme difficulty breaking out of the cycle of worry about myself. I have found that if I try to find a way to help another person instead of worrying about myself that I will start to feel just a little bit better. Usually the person I am showing kindness to will surprise me by showing kindness right back to me.