My self esteem is at an all time low.... i thought i was doing ok but i just cannot seem to deal with it anymore. I am a senior in high school and have been struggling with my weight for a few years. Prom is a week and a half away and i thought i was finally happy...i have a really handsome prom date (someone way out of my league by the way) and i thought that for the first time in high schooli thought i would have a date for a school dance. two days ago my handsome prom date made up an excuse as to why he couldnt go with me and i later found out he was talking to someone thinner and prettier than me. I was devastated and crushed. My low self esteem got shattered and to top it off he told me all he wanted from me was sex. He just wanted to use me. I was the most excited for prom out of all my friends and now i have no motivation to go i feel ugly and fat. Prom was supposed to be a good night having fun with my friends and with my date and now i am the only one from my close group of friends that does not have a date. I know that when i go to prom i will feel like a failure and like it wouldnt matter if im there or not. My self esteem is no longer existent