I am not special I am just a wanta be mother of my son a wantabe driver of a car a wantabe published author a wantabe two millionairess. a wantabe driver of a new cadillac and a wantabe rich lady with a job . a wantabe. love and a wantabe sane person with love and peace and money and a good life. wantabe sane person I want to live and love and I want to take a cruise to Hawii on a Carnival cruise line or any cruise line. I want to buy two houses and Yeah, This schizaphrenic has dreams big dream. I hears someone gets money in the medical field for reporting that I am sick. She is very happy when I get sick so she can get a few thousand for herself and call an ambulance for me for picking me up. No one cares.

Love me and pray for me and bless me , I am an ordained minister and I want to buy a two story house and get a book published and be healthy .