Well, you have already proven that you "can" make some gains in your life. You did finish your education on line. How about seeing if you can further your education online too? Maybe eventually you could get a job with your computer, work out of home, you never know, that is wave of the future now.

It sounds like you were doing better when you took on the challenge worked on it and completed. If you did that you are not stupid. It's amazing how doing "positive" things, making small progress can help so much with the things that are challenging you.

Welcome to PC by the way, keep sharing and meeting others here that can be supportive to you.

OE