Hello! My name is walle and between age 21-25 I went through 3 very bad relationships ended in rejection, on the last one I had to be hospitalized, I couldn`t eat for days huge stomach pains from stress but I recovered and moved on. I noticed now in my 30+ I have no feeling of compassion or sadness, my friends say I`m a super nice guy but I have no heart. I wasn`t like that before.If somebody dies I don`t feel anything . My friend told me his niece comitted suicide felt absolutely nothing, I had to pretend that I care.Even my own father end up in hospital in critical condition and deep down I felt no sadness or any feeling whatsoever like I`d see spilled coffe on a sidewalk. My body can`t produce any sense of emotion about anything. I don`t care, I do`n bother anybody but people close to me are affected and say I need to see somebody. Is this serious?? Is this some kinda a illness??
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