Thanks so much to everyone who has responded, I really appreciate it. :thank you:

I was also prescribed abilify at one point during my time at the ACT program. I was only on it for a very short time because it made me incredibly anxious (felt like my insides were trying to jump out through my pores), as well as a slightly altered sense of reality. I was definitely not a fan, which is why I always get nervous when I hear people receive it for depression. Of course, though, whatever helps - I definitely understand the desire for relief.

Thanks again for the support. It really means a lot to me, and that's exactly what I came on this forum to give and receive.