dear t....... so much for this 'break' I thought I wanted. wah! it's been going on 3 weeks since we talked and i broke down last night and sent you an email. i fought the urge but i lost. i know it wasn't anything earth-shattering. i just well - it was that whole needing to feel that connection again. like when i texted you that picture of the snow back in feb. crap. when will this ever go away. i am doing my inner work of course, working on my dreams, etc. Ah. I know what I need to do. I need to do a sand tray and let my hands solve the puzzle that my intellect cannot as Jung so aptly stated. I promise I won't bother you again until our appt on may 1. I made this bed, after all. I can do this. (But i still miss you.)