I get this every so often. I think, for me at least, it stems from pure frustration.
I am sick of being miserable and depressed, and being stuck in the house and isolating myself...sometimes i just get an urge to not give a s**t about anyone or anything, drive too fast, take illegal substances, drink too much, whatever it is.

I think i just crave something different, and an elevation in mood more than anything.